The Gospel for Tuesday of Holy Week is taken from John 13:21, 33rd verse and the 36th, 38th verse. Reclining at table with his disciples, Jesus was deeply troubled and testified, amen. Amen. I say to you, one of you will betray me. The disciples looked at one another at a loss as to whom he meant. One of his disciples, the one whom Jesus loved, was reclining at Jesus side.

So Simon Peter nodded to him to find out whom he meant. He leaned back against Jesus chest and said to him, master, who is it? Jesus answered, it is the one to whom I hand the morsel after I have dipped it. So he dipped the morsel and took it and handed it to Judas, son of Simon the Iscariot. After Judas took the morsel, Satan entered him. So Jesus said to him, what you are going to do, do quickly now.

None of those reclining at table realized why he said this to him. Some thought that since Judas kept the money bag, Jesus had told him, buy what we need for the feast or to give something to the poor. So Judas took the morsel and left at once. And it was night. When he had left, Jesus said, now is the Son of man glorified, and God is glorified in him. If God is glorified in him, God will also glorify him in himself.

And he will glorify him at once. My children, I will be with you only a little while longer. You will look for me. And as I told the Jews, where I go, you cannot come. So now I say to you. Simon Peter said to him, master, where are you going?

Jesus answered him, where I am going, you cannot follow me now, though you will follow me later. Peter said to him, master, why can I not follow you now? I will lay down my life for you. Jesus answered, will you lay down your life for me? Amen. Amen.

I say to you, the cock will not crow before you deny me three times. This is one of the most dramatic moments in scripture. It’s a confrontation between goodness and evil. And many people ask, you know, why did this happen? Why was Judas turning toward the evil? I mean, it’s like there was no more holy environment in which to grow and change than.

Than this tiny group of people listening every day to the work and seeing the majesty of Jesus. How could evil get into that? How is evil a part of the world? And we have to understand that in the plan of Jesus, in the plan that’s been revealed to us, evil has a place. And when Jesus said, this is the way it’s written, I think that’s what he’s really saying. The work that we have is a struggle.

And we know that we have a power much greater than any evil. But when it’s there, we have to name it and ask it to leave. A closing prayer. Father Mystery of imperfection. Evil is very difficult for us to grasp. We tend to think that you want us to be free completely of all evil, but that’s not your plan.

It comes in. We struggle with it, we learn from it. Help us not to be afraid of the fact that, yes, like the disciples themselves, we get caught up sometimes in a way of seeing the world and what we need over what should be done for others. We get lost in that. Give us patience with ourselves as Jesus had patience with Judas. And we ask this in Jesus name, amen.